Thursday, April 14, 2011

"Your faith is strong, but I can only fall short for so long."


I'm attempting to write this entry in 9 minutes, because I have an Economics test at 9:30 and I really need to keep studying. So excuse me if this seems rushed. I am currently drinking Think-O tea. My mom sent me this tea in the mail last Spring and I only drink it before important tests. That is kinda nerdy and superstitious I suppose, but maybe it actually works! Let's hope it works, because I need as much mental clarity as I can get.
     Can I make a suggestion. If you are a smart individual that loves music, you will exclude music from your next relationship. I have a very difficult time listening to itunes. Unfortunately, my last relationship was so very much about sharing music and talking about music and even about making music! (does that sound perverse?) I find it quite difficult to listen to John Mayer and Taylor Swift in particular. Eventually I hope It will become easier to listen to the majority of their songs, I know there were always be several that bring with them a flood of memories and a fair amount of pain. I'm sure this is a common infliction. Lesson learned                                                                                                                                                   So it appears that people are actually reading my blog. Don't worry, I can't find out who you are, I can only see how many people view it per day. I am typically a kind of private person so this is a strange, new experience for me, but it is good. I actually have had this blog for several years but a month or so ago I deleted all my previous posts and started over and made it public. Trust me, you aren't missing out on anything....or maybe you are....my older posts were just seriously depressing and far too private. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading what I write. Writing is a real enjoyable experience for me. I write when I'm happy, I write when I'm sad, I write when something is bothering me. Writing often keeps me from saying things I know I should refrain from saying. I also keep a journal that I write in almost every day. I actually have a sort-of-love-affair with beautiful journals. I just filled the most gorgeous leather journal, with a rose inscripted on the cover. I love photography and quotes as well, that is why you will see so many of them. Okay, I'm over my time limit. Economics will never be my cup of tea, but I'm going to give it a good shot.