"Hey Sweetie, I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
but i know you can't come home."
I've never really dealt with something like this before. Anytime that someone in my life has gone away I've always been able to talk to them if I really needed to. I've never been so completely out of control of a situation. Although on the other hand, I am in control of how I react. I promised myself I'd be strong, and so far so good. Last night the amount that I miss him really hit me full force, but I went to sleep and in the morning I felt better. There is no use in making a tough situation even more difficult, may as well make the best of it.
"I can't sleep, ain't no sleep a-coming
I'm just lying here thinking 'bout you
I'm in deep, falling deep into the picture
In my mind of everything were gonna do"
