Bittersweet

"It was the close of a long chapter of life, the kind of conclusion that keeps you awake for days, pacing the house with the lights out and the phone off. This particular sad farewell left a hole in my chest and a bittersweet taste in my mouth, as saying goodbye has a way of doing."
 -Adam Young

"Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you."

I wish I was running right now. It is absolutely exquisite outside. I woke up to the sun shining around the edges of my shades. I love morning sun. I have a feeling this weekend is going to pass quickly. I work tomorrow, 11-4. All I want to do is put my bathing suit on and lay in the yard, by the pond, and sunbathe. Although, I am already pretty darn tan, but I just want to enjoy the warmth of the sun and look at the buds on the trees. 

        I ordered MAC lipstick yesterday. Lipstick is my guilty pleasure. I hope I picked the right color. I loved my clinique lipstick, in "beauty," but it is all gone. I almost ordered the same one, but I wanted to try something new. It is amazing how the grass has changed color in the span of about three days. The lawn is the most vibrant green color, so beautiful. I am doing well today. As much as I cannot wait for these presentations to be over, I am actually in a semi-good mood. Working on the powerpoint presentation for my Environmental Philosophy class has made me realize that the 10 page paper, that I have to write by next Saturday, won't be so bad. I am going to do my best to get that completed by the end of this weekend. I only have two real final exams, one of them is open book. I need to concentrate on my Economics final, I need to do really well on that. The good news is that my internship proposal was approved. I also found out that a guy in my class is going to spend his summer in Phoenicia, he has an internship in New Paltz. He's a real nice guy. Hopefully summer will be stress-free for the most part. wishful thinking..