Celebrity crush

Alright, so here it is, my celebrity crush; Mike Posner. It is a combination between his adorable smile, sexy voice and his goofy song lyrics that leave me with a dumb smile on my face. His music is fun and straight forward, definitely wanna see him in concert one day!

 And my favorite song of his right now; Gone in September.

Things I love

I heard something recently that really rang true. Here it is, that the secret to life lies behind the cliches. It makes so much sense though. There is a reason why cliches are over-used, because they are true. The second thing I wanted to do was make a list of things I love, for the sake of happiness. Here goes.


1. tea
2. starry nights
3. good books
4. learning
5. making new friends
6. flowers
7. candles
8. animals
9. warm socks
10. quotes
11. Mike Posner
12. cilantro
13. Kiss my Face Strawberry chapstick
14.  sunroofs
15. going on adventures/exploring
16.  painting my nails
17. laughing
18. writing
19. re-purposing things
20. taking baths
21. getting/sending letters
22.  organizing
23.  sushi
24. soft skin
25. ribbons
26. the smell of vanilla
27. hugging/touching 
28. finding things
29. ice cream
30. music
31. having an epiphany
32. holding hands
33. the ocean
34. meaningful conversations
35. rainstorms
 



That's what I came up with for now!

Beauty

This is where I went today.

Ice is fascinating.

I love exploring new places.

The ice was blue.

Taking it all in.

Sometimes I get a good feeling ;)

I have an overwhelming feeling that something good is going to happen to me soon. I applied to two jobs recently that I think I have a really good chance at getting. One of these jobs just seems so perfect for me and it would be basically the most exciting thing ever if I got it. Wow, it is really extremely exciting thinking about that. Big things happening! Yesterday I got the LSAT review book I ordered and I began reading that last night. The book actually seems like it is going to be really helpful, it has a bunch of techniques for eliminating questions and managing your time on each section. I'm going to find another job that I'm really excited about to apply to today. I really really really really needed a day off today. Yesterday I had reached the end of my rope. Today I'm going to catch up on some stuff I need to do and then go for a walk with my friend and her boyfriend this afternoon. Sometime this week I'm going to go to the Verizon store and get an upgrade and new plan. So, as much as I HATE going to Verizon, it will be cool to get a new phone. I really need to keep my focus on what is important right now and not let the negative shit get me down. I do have some things to be excited about. I also have to go after what I want really aggressively right now or else I'm going to just keep getting more upset about being stuck in this god forsaken place. Wahh bring on the day!

Ten Days Gone

This is what I'm listening to right now, this is what I can relate to.

Everything Is You

A valuable lesson

The past few months have taught me a valuable lesson, or maybe it was the past 3 years that taught it to me. Realistically, I think it was the demolition of everything I had built over the past 3 years that taught me the lesson. I have been looking at the recent loss in my life as the end all and be all of everything I know. That is pretty much true, but therein lies the problem. There is more to life then what I have been investing in. I haven't put near enough energy and emphasis on the construction of a career or on the pursuit of fresh air. I haven't really appreciated going out and doing things, by myself if I have to. I stopped doing things because there wasn't always someone there to do them with me. I've made a resolution to do many things differently for the next 20 days, it has started off well. I have forced myself to go into Target even when I wanted to just go home, I forced myself to go for a walk on the rail trail even though it was cold. I made a list this morning and I got 7 out of the 11 things done so far. I made plans for tomorrow so I don't end up sitting in my room the entire day. I've been going on facebook less. It feels good to not focus on the confusion in my life. If my prediction is right, I think the complication might seem a little clearer once I stop analyzing it. You know what? I'm doing okay.